Feeling super unimportant.. so sick of hanging out on my own.. sigh.. im so lonely.. its so hard to make new friends.. just when i actually do make a new friend they take what they want-or its just a convince thing.. i must have easy target written all over me.. i can feel yet another low coming on.. back to hell tomorrow.. oops i mean work.. argh i hate that place.. i deserve a bloody medal.. ive stuck it out for almost a decade.. found out im being force to work the shop floor every day 5 days aweek for the whole of my shift.. i want to cry.. our customers are so disgusting.. feels like the 1 thing i actually enjoy doing is being taken away from me.. i wish someone else would hire me.. i dont even have any confidence to even apply for other job let alone for an interview.. no where else would hire me.. there is a million other girls they’d choose over me.. i wouldn’t choose me.. i feel so fucking broken that theres nothing to save me now..
I <3 pusheen
If only I could.. I will never be brave enough..
Dear NYC I miss you…
I wish change didn’t completely wig me out..
I want to make this